我不相信我暗示得不夠深
只是，我覺得我太天真了。
怎麽相信你了。

曾經說過不信，不是嗎。
因爲他那時候的一走了之
那個感覺 慢慢就不見了

珍重，我的朋友。
安

「美醜只是虛華的外表，愛情不只是這樣。但現實往往需要表象。
如果變美了也吸引到那個男生，自己也有自信，這才是最完美的結果。」

真不懂是喜歡陳綺貞還是喜歡這裡，這個時候。
最近很喜歡這樣，不喜歡呆在家，喜歡留在書局裏。

我可以住在誠品嗎？（：

Phew. After struggling for months, finally there is an answer now.
Now, I have my free time, to enhance my knowledge, my inner and my outer.
I only have one class a week, three working days and I bet this will last till end of year.
I gotta learn more things, I wanna have a better future, a better me.

Worried about the bad academic result,
Worried about the future wouldn't come,
Worried about me myself wasn't the lovable.
How should I not improve by then.

固執

因爲自己的固執信念
一直告訴自己不喜歡寫中文

但其實 一時中文才能表達自己的情感
更容易抒發出來

嗯 今晚的有感而發。
就醬-

想象

炎热的星期日下午 带着书本
悠闲的在星巴克里呆着
翻着书本
盯着荧幕
听着音乐
坐了整个下午

这个感觉很舒服
四周的声音
泡咖啡 人的来去
很有存在感 也有点不存在的感觉
因为都不被干扰

很喜欢 比在家还喜欢

你呢？你的星期日过得如何？

New month, New to-do-list

I'm doing my new month TO-DO-LIST now.

1. save money

2. Penang trip in end of May

3. earn more money

4. do good in study

5. do homework

6. do good in exam

Wondering, did i miss out anything else?

Things to confess

1. I wasn't living a happy life now.
I am busy for the whole damn week including the weekend.
Working on Sat, Mon and Tues. Classes on Wed and Thurs. Sometimes work on Fri and Sun.
Where the hell my rest day went? Hmm.

2. For lecturers, I think I am even more busy than you do.
You have time to go gossip, you have time to do complain ; I've none.
I wouldn't fight for what is unfair from you to me, because I've no time.

3. I actually tired of chasing the luxury lifes, the life that I wanna live.
I spent I spent and I spent, for hundreds to thousands and counting.
In the end I feel the tiredness, the regretness and so pointless.

4. I have no target of life.
Is not that I don't have a dream, but I don't dare to dream.
Its seems too far, its seems not meant for me.

Urgh. How pathetic.