1. I wasn't living a happy life now.
I am busy for the whole damn week including the weekend.
Working on Sat, Mon and Tues. Classes on Wed and Thurs. Sometimes work on Fri and Sun.
Where the hell my rest day went? Hmm.
2. For lecturers, I think I am even more busy than you do.
You have time to go gossip, you have time to do complain ; I've none.
I wouldn't fight for what is unfair from you to me, because I've no time.
3. I actually tired of chasing the luxury lifes, the life that I wanna live.
I spent I spent and I spent, for hundreds to thousands and counting.
In the end I feel the tiredness, the regretness and so pointless.
4. I have no target of life.
Is not that I don't have a dream, but I don't dare to dream.
Its seems too far, its seems not meant for me.
Urgh. How pathetic.